Hmmmm idk what to title this lol

I don't know what to say really. I thought everything was going well with this possible job thing...... I got the interview and felt that it went well but they still haven't called me. Could be they found someone else. Then our tax refund came in too which would take care of all the problems that we were worried about when moving out there....... but maybe it's meant for something else. idk I mean yeah I'm sad if it didn't work out cause I know both me and my wife would have loved to go out there but if It's Gods will that we stay here then thats fine I guess. I'm just having a hard time with it I guess lol. I know God's smart and knows the best So i'm just trying to trust him and hope and pray that it's the best thing for us. I don't understand it but maybe sometime I will. Or maybe Im just going crazy lol and they will still call sometime. Who knows. I just pray that the best thing for us will happen. No matter what I want.