i wonder why it is

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Oh.. I do love you,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is a fade,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh.,..
Your love,

Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

Life update

Ok yeah so update on my life lol. Not much new really same old same. Still trying to get you know what and my wifey is having a really hard time with it. :( its so hard to see her this way. first off just hurting and second just sad and upset all the time. I hate it. I wish I could do something but there doesn't seem to be anything I can. I love her tons its just so hard to see her sad all the time. :( i hope we get prego soon. Its hard cause sometimes it makes me wonder if she really just wants a baby or if she wants a baby with me. I know that its the latter but sometimes it doesn't seem that way.

Workwise it's been pretty slow which has been nice. I'm sure it will pick up some more soon but i'm enjoying the easy days for now. Its kinda been giving me time to think about some ideas and stuff that i've been wanting to spend time with and what not. I used to do personal projects all the time and work on stuff and create art and whatnot but I've not really been doing that much for pretty much the last 2-3 years lol which kinda sucks and I miss it. So I've been tossing some ideas around in my head about maybe creating a short film or something not sure yet. But I hope to be able to start doing more of my own art work and to be able to express my personal creativity more than I have been. I've got like at least 5 feature films I'd like to do and maybe this could be a way into doing something like that........

Anyways i'm going to get back to work. Not a whole lot to do but oh well it'll give me some time to think about a project and my sweet wifey sleepin at home. I hope she gets a good rest and feels better when she wakes up.